Bitter Scars

[Kurorin]

Daelyn smiled but when they got to the river, her expression changed. It was a deep river. She stood there for a moment then realized she could use her force field, but only one problem, she could only used it and not use it again until she was finish with the first use of it. She snapped quietly by her side as the crutches shattered into sparkles.
"I guess I got distracted....!" she lied and gave a big smile as she stepped on the water as a force field stopped her from falling in. She kept walking until she reached the other side. She giggled before waiting to see how he was going to react.

[SoulofDarkness]

Ian gave a startled look and stumbled, but managed to keep himself from falling into the river. He watched her cross the river, "It's fine, I can walk myself." Then he pulled his torn shirt off and tossed it away before diving into the icy water. It felt good on all his sore areas(yes, all). He swam powerfully and was across in no time at all, then clambered onto the shore. He grinned as he pushed himself to his feet, "My method of getting across might be a little wetter, but it works just as well."

[Kurorin]

Daelyn turned around to hide the blush.
"Alright.... my house is right here." she said walking to her house. It was a log cabin type of house, but the only downside was that it only had one bedroom.
"Not much of a big house but when our parents died i took their house and Ichigo bought his own house. Ichigo, my brother and I used to live in the basement but now it just has all our memories down there." she said. She hated to talk about her brother, who was now dead. She gave a weak smile and waited for Ian by the door.

[SoulofDarkness]

Ian followed her over to the house. He knew this was hard for her; he knew her brother had died in this very house. He still didn't know the conditions of his death, but he knew better than to pry about it. He didn't want to bring up sad memories. He smiled softly, "Nice place."

[Kurorin]

Daelyn smiled and looked at the clock. It said 12:34 pm.
“Damn it! I guess we can't go to dinner....I'll go get you some clothes. Stay here.” she said. She walk toward the basement door and took a deep breath as she would relive the past and maybe shed some tears. She opened the door and walked down the stairs. She reach the bottom and looked around. It was a large basement with three medium sized beds. She walked toward her deceased brother's bed.
“I guess I've taken a like to half hollows that are like you and Ichigo.” she said sitting on his bed.
“I really miss you brother, but you should really see this boy, Ian. He's...I really love him and.... He's everything that all those other boy aren't. He cares for me a lot and...” she stopped as a few tears ran down her cheek.
“I can't stop thinking about him, brother....” more tears gushed from her face. She shook her head in denial. She walked over to Ichigo's dresser.
“I'm sorry brother you have to see me cry like this.” she said opening it and grabbing a pair of clothes. She sat back on his bed and more tears gush from her eyes as she placed Ichigo's old clothes and Ian's new clothes next to her and silently sobbed.

[SoulofDarkness]

Ian peered through the door into the darkness below. It was too quiet. "Are you okay?" he called down. He knew it must be hard for her... He thought about going down and making sure nothing was wrong, but decided to wait. She would come up when she was ready, and if she didn't want him to go down, he wouldn't. He simply slumped against the wall next to the door and closed his eyes.

[Kurorin]

Daelyn sniffed, and wiped her eyes. She ignored Ian but she would regret it later. She shook her head. “Hey Ian, do you know of any viruses that a hollow has?” she asked is a soft tone. She knew he wouldn't like the virus she was thinking of.
"And one more thing," she started. A small smile landed on he face.
"Are you still sore?" she said with a giggle.

[SoulofDarkness]

A feeling of unease gripped Ian when he heard this. "A hollow... virus?" That definitely didn't sound good. But he laughed when he heard her question. "I don't even notice it anymore," he replied, laughing himself.

[Kurorin]

Daelyn's frown grew again.
"Well, no.... It's not that simple.....there's this one that is most worrying to me....It's called the lust virus. It seems quite self explanatory but it's kinda complicated." she said with all the worry.
"It's when a hollow doesn't loose his virginity....by age 18, they will eventually get too much lust and try to...you know...and some are worse then others....for example...." she started.
"Ichigo has controlled his hollow and when he does reach that time he will need to.....it will be easier to control and he won't go ravage... unlike you who haven't controlled it full will be controlled entirly by the hollow and won't be able to stop it until it's over...." she said leaning back on her brother's bed. She didn't want him to worry all that much but it was true. Let's just hope Ian isn't a virgin....

[SoulofDarkness]

Ian's eyes widened. "But... I thought I was done when I defeated my hollow... And now you're saying I might... No..." He covered his face with his hand. After a moment he lifted his face to look at Daelyn and smiled calmly. "Don't worry... If it comes to that, I will end myself before I lose control..."

[Kurorin]

Daelyn growled lowly. He was a virgin....
“You're an idiot.....There is another option..... as much as I hate it,” she stopped to find the right words.
“If you get out of hand...I'll allow it...” she said with a sigh. She got up and took the clothes with her and headed toward Ian. She handed him his clothes and stared at him, her eyes seeming to pierce throw him.
“And when it comes, you have ten days to fix it before it gets out of hand and I have to kill you. That's something I'm risking and trusting you with it. I really love you Ian.” she said not really changing her tone. She was actually pretty calm despite the fact that she wanted to sream at him because he wanted to kill himself if it gets out of hand.

[SoulofDarkness]

Ian watched her somberly. She might allow him to... to defile her... But he would never be able to live with himself... But he also knew she would never willingly let him kill himself. If he were to stop himself, he would have to do it without telling her... He would have to make up his mind soon; he was running out of time.

[Kurorin]

Daelyn entered the road she was purposely trying to avoid. Tears gushed from her eye as she hugged Ian.
“I don't want you to kill yourself in anyway! You're the only boy I know that actually cares about me and doesn't want to get in my pants.” she said with tear flowing down her face. She hated the fact that he wants to kill himself.
“And plus, how can you kill yourself if your going to be controlled by a lust ridden hollow?” she said.

[SoulofDarkness]

Ian tried to keep his expression hidden. "I wont kill myself..." He hated lying to her, but there was no other way. He knew what she said was true: if he waited too long and the hollow took full control, he wouldn't be able to take his life. It would have to be before then.

[Kurorin]

Daelyn looked at him with saddened eyes.
“You're lying... I can tell.....” she said. She stopped hugging him and wiped her eyes as she started to walk toward the stairs. She looked back at Ian with sorrow in her eyes.
“But if you want to go ahead..... I don't really care anymore. It'll just be a waste of time and effort.” she said. She walked upstairs and went into her room and grabbed a pillow and a walked out heading toward the couch. She sighed and plopped on the couch with the blanket wrapped all around her. She laid on the couch and flipped through channels. She was respectably giving Ian the cold shoulder but it was necessary.