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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 12, 2010 20:27:28 GMT -5
Ian walked along slowly, painfully. He staggered into a tree and slumped to the ground. Since he had met that man, Ichigo, he could not stop thinking about the darkness within him. What if it overcame him? He had tried to sound confident before, but he was a mess inside. Could he really stop it before it was too late? He pulled out his lily flower and stared at it mindlessly. The only solution he could think of was to end it now, before it was too late. He couldn't bear to kill another person. He smiled calmly and returned the flower to his pocket; it was better this way. Then he took out Rihito's sword and placed the tip against his chest, bracing himself for the pain.  |
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 12, 2010 21:04:20 GMT -5
Daelyn looked back nervously. She had been chased for hours, running away from the men that were after her to rape her. She huffed until she met a dark figure. Her vision was slightly on. She narrowed her view on he man hoping it wasn't another rapist. Her vision cleared and a heartbroken Daelyn looked at him.
"Ian! No!" tears fell from her face and suddenly, like out of thin air, a root appeared and tripped her; causing her to fall on him, knocking the sword away. She had realized what had happened and what position she was in. She had gripped his arms and pulled them out. She was straddling him; her part over his and their faces only centimeters away. She blushed a crimson red noticing. She had frozen, looking at his beautiful eyes (well to her anyway...). Not a word came out.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 12, 2010 21:18:52 GMT -5
Ian's face filled with surprise, but then he found himself smiling. "Hey," he said casually. He was overcome with emotion, and suddenly one arm wrapped around her and his other hand touched her face gently. He leaned forward, closing the distance between their faces. But at the last minute, his eyes widened and he jerked away. He had come to his senses, and the cold light returned to his eyes. He couldn't make the same mistake twice, and he had limited time left on this earth, that he would see to himself. He pulled himself away from her roughly and stood up. He had to push her away, had to protect her. He couldn't control himself, and it would only put her in danger if he allowed himself to be close to her.  |
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 13, 2010 12:07:17 GMT -5
Daelyn found herself on her ass with a confused look on her face. That face turned into an anger ridden beast when she had heard the foot steps getting closer. She closed her eyes and shot forse field bullets at the two men as they dropped dead. she stood up and walked toward Ian.
"Don't ever put that damn sword near your chest." she said as she hit Ian in the back of the head.
"Baka Ian, baka!" she said. She looked at him with her soft eyes, and her cheek was stained with tears.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 13, 2010 12:16:01 GMT -5
Ian sighed and turned away. "You could never understand me," he said coldly. He had to push her away. "I never know when I'm going to snap... That's no kind of existence!" His voice softened, "I'd rather die than live like this..."
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 13, 2010 12:36:59 GMT -5
Daelyn grabbed his shoulder.
"I wont let you die.... Do you know why?" she stopped and took a deep breath.
"I love you....." she said as tears trickled down her face. She hugged him tightly and sobbed.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 13, 2010 12:46:14 GMT -5
The pain from hearing those words stabbed deeper than anything Ian had ever felt. It was like history was repeating itself, and he knew he would only end up hurting her. Inside his head, he heard the dark voice on an endless loop, Don't feel, don't love anything... Love attracts all those who taint the cherished...(lol thats a line from a song, maybe he heard the song somewhere...?) These words rung through his body, it was the one thing that spoke true for him, if he allowed himself to love, his hollow from would only take advantage of that.
He looked down at her, his face emotionless. Without a word, he broke away and turned his back on her. "You know as well as I do that it will never work..." he whispered, then slowly began walking away. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to rid his mind of the pain he was feeling. It is better for her this way, he told himself, not allowing himself to look back as he put distance between the two of them.
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 13, 2010 13:06:32 GMT -5
Daelyn cried as she fell to the ground, unaware of the skirt she was wearing.
"Ian don't.....leave me....here!" she said inbetween sobs.
"Don't make history repeat itself for me....." she quietly said. She now knew why Ichigo was so protective over her with guys. He didn't want her to be sad because of one guy.
"Why does this keep happening to me?" she said.
"It's not fair...." she said to herself.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 13, 2010 13:13:39 GMT -5
Ian kept walking. It was better for her to be alone than end up dead... It was his curse, his burden, and he had to bear it alone. He couldn't drag anyone else into his mess. But seeing her again gave him renewed hope. He remembered the man she had been with, Ichigo. That man had said he too had a darkness within him, but he had managed to conquer it. If he could find that man again, maybe he could find out how to do the same. If he could live normally again, he would find Daelyn again. He had no guarantee she would forgive him, but... It was all he could do. He couldn't afford to be near her with as unstable as he was. Then before he could change his mind he started running.
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 13, 2010 13:26:09 GMT -5
"Why are justwalking a way like nothing happened? I don't understand. Is it because Ichigo is my brother? And he's got the same problem? Why Ian? Why?" she said. She hated herself for crying.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 13, 2010 13:33:01 GMT -5
Ian could hardly hear her voice now, but it haunted him all the same. He hated hurting her like this, but he had to. He kept running, letting his mind go blank. But then another problem appeared before him: how would he even find Ichigo? He didn't have time to figure that out now, he could feel his hollow scratching to get out. He had to put as much distance between them as he could before he lost control.
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 13, 2010 14:02:20 GMT -5
Daelyn lost control and held out her hand. A force field was put up in front of Ian. She got up and ran toward him, still crying.
"Ian.... Why? Is it because of Ichigo? And the fact that he's got the same problem? Tell me..." she said.
"You wont hurt me....." she said quietly.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 13, 2010 14:07:00 GMT -5
NO! he screamed inside his head. He was running out of time! He could already see a hole opening in his chest, and his skin was much paler than normal. "Let me go..." he said, and realized that his voice had already changed. "I can't stop it, it will kill you! Don't you get it? Just like Yuuki..." He looked at her, his yellow hollow eyes pleading.
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Post by Kurorin on Jul 13, 2010 14:27:30 GMT -5
Daelyn gasped at the sight of him. He had looked just like Ichigo.
"Ian..." she said. She was itching to touch him, to calm him down. But suddenly out of nowhere, Ichigo attacked Ian.
Ichigo slapped Ian in the head hoping that his hollow would subside.
"Get a hold of yourself kid!" he said.
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Post by SoulofDarkness on Jul 13, 2010 14:56:55 GMT -5
Ian jumped forward, shocked. He spun his head around to face Ichigo. "Wha-" He recognized the man almost instantly, it was Ichigo, the one with the same problem as him. He took a nervous step back. Then all hell broke loose from within him. He clutched his head in agony and let out a scream. The hole had finished opening. A dark, twisted voice rumbled from Ian's throat, "Hey, good to see ya!" the hollow said.
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